Looks good, dont have the nomz, but I really enjoy mf blueberry. Haven't tried that donut base, ill have to give it a go. Thanks for sharing dear, hope you and yours are doing ok! Be well and stay safe

Yeah im alive... lol. Ive been having chest pains on almost a daily basis and been in to see my cardiologist like 8xs over the last year or so, but my Dr wasnt available for me to see last visit, so I saw the actual surgeon last friday... he told me something that the Dr i normally see never told me, that the bypass they took out of leg to put on the bottom of my heart failed, AND THEY KNEW THIS OVER A YEAR AGO, almost 15 months ago, when they had me do a stress test back in November of 24!!! Over a year and all of these chest pains, wverytime 1 happens im thinking "is this the one that kills me, or is this another heart attack"...
LIKE WTF!!! 5 months after my double bypass one of the bypasses fails AND NOONE TELLS ME!?!?!? Well guess what, all of the pain im having is on the bottom side of my heart, the exact place where the bypass failed!!! So im thinking im gonna die everyday when I have chest pains because noones told me it failed?!?! All this fucking stress and worrying... JUST BLOWS MY MIND!!! So when I get home last Friday I put all my records into AI and it explains everything that happened to me, and that they knew it failed back when I had my stress test... I thought the surgeon was saying it just failed, but no they knew for over a year. But thankfully I have what they call collateral veins, which have grew trying to help get enough blood flow to the bottom of my heart, so my heart is basically just getting enough blood flow in order ro not kill me. So anytime I work out in the garden, mow the lawn or do anything strenuous my hearts not getting enough blood flow because the bypass failed. The collateral veins that are supplying the blood flow are just barely enough to keep my heart going without any strenuous activity... so they surgeon basically tells me, even though your 48yrs old, you kind of have the heart capacity of an 85yr old, be very careful doing strenuous activities?!? WHAT???? SERIOUSLY!!! So basically they cant do anything unless I want to pay out of pocket because insurance will not cover it, to split me back open again and try to do another bypsss, which I dont have 100k to do it... but if I have another heart attack, they will do what they need to do to save my life...
Just absolute bewilderment on how this has all went down...
so yeah im still kicking, but not in the best shape at this point, Just so tired of having chest pains and wondering if im dying everyday, it gets VERY TEDIOUS!!!
Sorry so long, ill end my book here...